FINALLY 18! Thoughts, blogging stuff…

Heeeey guys! I love to do this kind of personal blog posts where I just write down what happend and what I am feeling, so here we goo….

I finally turned 18 on the 17. August and it feels so great doing whatever I wanna do. The party was great (even though it could have been better) but my phone charger didn’t really work so I couldn’t take photos on my birthday but I took a few on the next day. :3

I couldn’t wait to get my own flat & start my own business so being 18 changes a lot. 🙂 More about this in the next few blog posts. 🙂

Guess who is finally 18 ???? my birthday was two days ago but I was to busy to post stuff ?? thank you for everything ?☺️ #diinadaring #me #selfie #grunge #leggings #rippedpants #gothic #scene #birthday #snapchat #alternative (hier: Königsallee...

BTW my old domain provider sucks that’s why I got a second domain ( just in case they wanna annoy me again! They also deleted a lot of my old blogposts, photos and all comments on my blog and want me to pay more than agreed. Basta***!

So pls save the new domain :3

The new mail address is feel free to mail me 🙂

My goal is to blog at least every other day! Please suggest topics 🙂

Vocabulary Wheel to Describe Your Feelings PERFECT

Sometimes it’s hard to explain exactly how you feel. This handy vocabulary wheel helps you narrow down exactly what word best expresses your current emotional state.

Whether you’re writing or talking about a character, another person, or yourself, it can be easy to use the same words over and over. This wheel diagram from English teacher Kaitlin Robbs helps you find the right word for the right feeling from the inside out. Start out with a basic emotion and then move outward until you have the best synonym for the job. The wheel itself isn’t exactly groundbreaking in the world of vocabulary, but it’s a nice reference for those that have a hard time being specific about how they or others feel.

Find the Perfect Word for Your Feelings with This Vocabulary Wheel

Blogging again?

Okay, I know that I haven’t written a lot on this Blog this year and I am really sorry for that. I have had a lot of troubles and then there is this problem with my lack of creativity. To be honest I have thought of quitting because I lack the time and the ideas to let this blog live on and I am sure every blogger of you has had the feeling that what you are doing is for nothing and that you are just wasting your time. (Wow that sounds kind of depressing…)
But my blog is also a part of me and I also need a “task”. And I don’t mean that I want to distract myself with this task, it’s just something that I can call my own. A project that is 100% “me” and is a reflection of my thoughts. Everything else is a waste of time in my eyes and with this blog I can at least reread the things that I have “wasted” my time with.

If it’s possible I don’t want to let this blog die. My big problem is just that I don’t know what to upload so be prepared to see a lot of brain-barf. I also neglect my photography work for half a year now. At first I couldn’t photograph because I didn’t have a camera and then I kind of wasn’t accustomed to it anymore. I hope that I will start photographing more again and I also have a lot of edited and non-edited pictures which I can upload.

It’s strange how fast this year has passed. When I read the blog post of January I wouldn’t have thought that I wrote this whole 10 months ago. A lot happened this year and I made a lot of experiences. (That’s the nice form of “So much shit that shouldn’t have happened.”, right?)

It was hard for me to start blogging again. I sat here for over 14 hours and did almost anything just to not have a reason to blog something. The weeks before that I thought about what I would write… without any results. Now I know: brain-barf. Instead of troubling my family with it I will write it down here and laugh about how crazy I was when I’m 80 and own a hovering Ipad. (Does anyone notice that I had 2,5 liters Coca-Cola Zero, a glass of Pepsi and 3 liters of Schwip Schwap to drink over the night?)

So as a conclusion you could say that it’s a kind of hate-love relationship between my blog and me. I don’t quite understand it myself so I don’t except you to understand it. If you’re interested or amused by my crazy stuff read it and if not be upset and hate me anonymously. 😀

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Summer holidays & school report ♥ | Sommerferien & Zeugnis ♥

Aloha babes! ♥: D
Since yesterday we have summer holidays. * – *
I think it’s really good. So i have time to relax, but I will totally miss some people. 
I have no idea what I should do in the next 6 1/2 weeks. Almost all of my friends are on vacation. Only me not. Lame.
So I will spend a lot of time with me. Shopping, taking photos, blogging, going swimming, getting tanned, face packs and maybe a bit of sport or cooking. I am already bored. ^. ^

Yesterday we got our school reports. I was totally afraid of my report. I thought that the grades are worse because I was not often there because of migraines. My teacher said it’s a very good report. And it seems to be quite well. We don’t get grades. We get totally long reviews. I would rather get grades.

But every teacher seems quite happy about me, especially my class teacher. I act the most of the time very annoyed and iffy. I slang the teacher when he annoys me. But he thinks I’m very friendly and confident and a great support for the class. Fail? Amiss world view? ô. Ô

After the holidays, we will get a new class teacher and a new classroom. This will take some time getting used to. I have no idea how the new teacher will be. And I’ll probably want to run to the old classroom. ^-^ 😀

I have a few questions for you..

Do you have (school) holiday? If so, what are you up to? Vacation? If yes, where and for how long? 🙂
And how was your school certificates? ♥

Happy holiday to you all!

I will blog so many new stuff in the near future. 😀 In a few days I won’t know which weekday it is. 😛

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Aloha babes! ♥ 😀
Seit gestern haben wir Sommerferien. * – *
Zeit zum entspannen kann ich gut gebrauchen, aber manche Menschen werden mir total fehlen. Ich habe auch keinen Plan, was ich in den 6 1/2 Wochen machen soll. Fast alle meine Freunde sind im Urlaub nur ich nicht. Öde.
Ich werde also viel Zeit mit mir verbringen. Shoppen, Fotos machen, Bloggen, Schwimmen gehen, braun werden, Gesichtsmasken und vielleicht ein bisschen Sport oder Kochen. Mir ist jetzt schon langweilig. ^.^

Gestern gab es dann auch Zeugnisse. Ich hatte total Angst vor meinem. Ich war oft nicht da wegen Migräne und ich dachte mir schon dass das in die Bewertung rein geht. Mein Lehrer meinte es ist ein sehr gutes Zeugnis. Und es scheint auch ganz gut zu sein. Wir kriegen keine Schuloten, sondern total lange Bewertungen. Noten wären mir lieber.

Aber jeder Lehrer scheint ganz zufrieden mit mir zu sein, besonders mein Klassenlehrer. Ich benehme mich in der Schule die meiste Zeit sehr genervt und zickig. Ich motze den Lehrer auch an, wenn er mich nervt. Aber er hält mich für sehr freundlich und selbstbewusst und für eine große Stütze für die Klasse. Fail? Verkehrtes Weltbild? ô. Ô

Nach den Ferien bekommen wir einen neuen Klassenlehrer und einen neuen Klassenraum. Das wird total gewöhnungsbedürftig. Ich habe keine Ahnung, wie der neue Lehrer so ist. Und ich werde wahrscheinlich aus Gewohnheit zum alten Klassenraum laufen wollen. ^.^ 😀

Ich habe ein paar Fragen an euch..

Habt ihr Ferien? Wenn ja, was habt ihr vor? Urlaub? Wenn ja, wohin und wie lange? 🙂
Und wir war euer Zeugnis? ♥

Schöne Ferien euch allen!

In nächster Zeit werden so viele neue Blogposts kommen. 😀 In ein paar Tagen werde ich nicht mehr wissen, welcher Wochentag ist. 😛